If you watch sunflowers in a field, you will notice how full of life they seem. Yet none of that vibrancy and life comes of itself. It is the goodness of the soil and the food from the sun that makes them radiate with such beauty. You should take a lesson from the sunflower.
For you are called to also shine and radiate GODS beauty. TO be something of joy that others around you can be drawn to. So just as the sunflower is dependent upon the goodness of the soil and sun, realize that you are no different.
You cannot try to find this joy and life in yourself. You cannot try to find the goodness and make yourself into something lovely. Rather it is for you to just stay rooted in the soil and it is I that will bring GODS beauty. The soil that you must be rooted in is GODS Word and the sunshine is GODS spirit.
Between these two things your life will begin to have color and will start to attract everyone around you.
You are trying so hard to do things right and to find a way to be an example. You know what you should be doing and often you try to even change yourself. But don’t you realize that you cannot become something lovely without GOD?
Only with GODS power and with HIS word can you grow into something vibrant. So put aside your own striving and trying now and come back. Get back into the presence of GOD daily and just soak up HIS anointing. Get back to reading HIS word and letting the words enter into your heart.
Be rooted like the sunflower that stays in the same place and then blossoms for the world to see. Do not run around trying to fix the things in your own heart. Do not run around trying to make things happen in yourself. Instead stop and let your roots sink down deep into GOD.
Take the time to hear the voice and to experience HIS presence.
If you can concentrate on this every day, the problems that are around you will begin to fade away. Soon you will find the need in your heart waning and it being replaced with a new strength and authority.
So come to now. Sink down your roots and then wait as GOD will shine on you and cause you to flourish Galatians 6:1-5.